I'm still alive. It has been so long since I last posted on here, I had lost interest in pretty much everything over the last couple of months. But I'm back and feeling myself again.
A LOT has changed since I was last around so thought I would just fill you in.
So firstly, obviously my name. I have legally changed my name through deed poll. I have officially cut all ties from my dad. It has been a long time coming and it really was for the best. I have taken my Grandad's name (my mums maiden name). Couldn't be prouder to call myself a Storey. It does have a ring to it doesn't it 'Hannah Storey'. This definitely wasn't something I took lightly, and of course it has been a very upsetting time, losing full contact with so much of my family but it is also the beginning of my future. To anyone who has been thinking about doing this I highly recommend it, I was terrified but I feel so relieved. I can finally start living again.
I have also managed to pay off my uni debts! I feel so relieved. I had been paying for my uni rent that I had signed up for before I decided to leave. I made it through a year I never thought I would. Now I can finally start to look forward which is so exciting.
Sadly, my beloved pooch passed away. He was a strong age of thirteen, it was a horrible decision to have him put down, but it really was for the best. He couldn't cope any longer. Not that it made it any easier for us. We all still miss him a lot. It's the little things you miss like coming through the door knowing you always have someone who is happy to see you. Not having him to say goodnight to before you go to bed. Dropping food on the floor and not having a living hoover under your feet. I'm sure one day we will get another dog but for now while the whole family works full time it wouldn't be fair, and we could never replace him. He really was one of a kind.
I turned twenty! I can't believe I'm not a teenager any more. No longer care free. I do actually have to start growing up. Always a scary thought. I did have a lovely Birthday though. Was a quiet one spent with my family and friends. Of course it did end with a night out where I definitely think I drank one to many.
As always, thank you for reading, I will speak soon
(no promises though, I know how rubbish I am)